Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Meditation

I am not so much into writing thoughts and shit, but this blog thing is quite tempting for me to vomit whats on my mind.
As the years go by, it is quite obvious that nothing will improve, things were good 4 or 5 years ago, but for three years nothing good has happened..all is deteriorating on all aspects and all levels.Personal,proffessional,local and international...which makes me of course feel like shit.
Remember that old song for the cranberries:
There's no need to argue anymore?
It is exactly the same..no need to argue because nothing is gonna happen...the social circles are getting narrower...my music hasnt changed for years because i dont have the energy to listen and choose new kind of music, i havent been impressed by a book since such a looooooooooong time...as for people...well no offense for 85% of the egyptian population, but u people suck...really, no communication and as for ur mental health,,,deteriorating, BIG TIME. I believe that the rest of the 15% are out there for me to meet, so if you are one of those, please dont hesitate to contact me. What the hell am i doing, i am so desperate looking out for people to communicate with...anyway, just do it if you are...and stop sympathysing me.

Lady Lazarus